Week 17- Time for you

How do you manage to find five minutes for yourself everyday??

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Apr 29, 2016
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Five minutes to be.

Can I just have five minutes to be or not

Five minutes to dream.

I want that time to hear my voice, to feel, to learn

To not have to direct or demand, to be comfortable

For five minutes I don’t want to be your everything; I don’t want to have to bend or sway. To praise or advise.

Just five minutes to be me.

I don’t want to solve your problems, to forget myself, to look the way you want me to, to meet your needs, to forget my own.

For just five minutes I will be who I am, be still, be real, be everything I want to be in that moment and not spend a minute wasted.Not spend a minute feeling different or wrong.Not worry or care if I fit in.

For just five minutes I will be.

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Week 17’s task was to spend five minutes every day having a break from our busy, hectic days.Just taking a few minutes to check out of the mad rush and the constant hum.I thought of many opportunities I would have throughout the day to have that mini- break.I even attempted to diarise that time.And then life happened.

I realised that to be able to put yourself first you have to be aggressively proactive to make it happen.It so easily does not happen.It’s too easy to get caught up in the never ending to do list; nevermind the constant interruptions you had not been prepared for.I very much have an open door policy at work and whilst it means I am aware of things very early on and have built a relationship with my team, it also means that there is always someone at my door wanting advice, sharing funny stories or 'dropping in'.

So I decided that I would be relentless in looking for that time to have five minutes in the day to “check out and check in”.To check out of the frantic pace at which we believe we need to operate and check in to myself.Nice to meet you Mrs Bee.Even for five minutes.I began to snatch five minutes wherever I found it (it’s worth noting I didn’t find two minutes on the first day).I wasn’t sure if I didn’t have the time or I forgot to find the time.I forgot about me.We often forget about ourselves, or we don’t understand exactly what it is we need to ensure we have a balanced life.

In order to improve my chances of finding the five minutes I thought it would be a good idea to choose something to do in that time that helps me to de- stress and “check out” so I thought I’d write some poetry for five minutes every day.It was a joy.I no longer forgot but would eagerly await a time in the day to write a few lines.It was a creative break in the day and benefitted me greatly.It also benefitted my team at work.It ensured that after I had that break I returned to work with a little more enthusiasm and clarity.Having that time allowed me to be clearer about my actions the rest of the day.

My one set back was every evening I told myself I would do the same at home but with a 15 year old, an eight year old and a seven- month old baby it just didn’t happen.But that’s ok.I eagerly await the next five minutes. The list of things I could try and do in that time are endless.Next week I am going to try five minutes of meditation. I may continue with my poetry.....

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Mrs Bee

I am a devoted, time-strapped mother of three in a whirlwind of nappies, teenage angst, arguments, low- finances (head teacher on maternity leave!!!!), kids' clubs, kit- cleaning, nose-wiping, shoulder-to-cry-on frenzy. In all that I have to find time for my husband and myself as the very last option. "Crazy!" I hear you say as I try to fit a blog into this ordered chaos….. You may be right, but the Great Wake Up is my way of making time for myself, learning new things about myself and new ways of doing things. I have tried many things that are too big, unachievable and leave me feeling: "Something else I didn't finish". I want to make a difference to my children, my husband, my family, my community and globally if I can. But rather than sitting in my living room thinking its all too much: I am going to start with one thing, one small thing. I may foolishly/ naively think it will be easy but much of the joy of this is not knowing how I will feel. Opening myself up to something new and then doing something I love- writing about it! I can't promise it will be beautiful; but it will be honest, with a little humour if I can and a true account of this journey I am about to embark on with The Great Wake Up!!

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Nana Badu over 2 years ago

Great poetry Mrs Bee

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Mrs Bee over 2 years ago

Why thank you Mr Badu. Just trying to find new ways to be creative!

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Sarah-Kate Goodwin over 2 years ago

Just came across this post, what a brilliant way to take 5 minutes! love the poem x

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Mrs Bee over 2 years ago

Thank you Sarah- Kate! Have realised just how soothing a few lines of poetry can be. To be honest just a few minutes of creativity of any kind!

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Chris Baréz-Brown over 2 years ago

Loving the creativity Mrs Bee! Great way to make the 5 minutes work for you. Big love C x